Shabbat Message: Be Saved From This Crooked Generation

The times that we live in are extremely wicked and crooked.  What’s right is wrong and right is being vilified .  What is wrong is glorified and put as “normal.”  Every day there are more and more wicked crimes being committed.

Still there are people that YAHUAH is calling out of darkness into His marvelous light by His love; But how do we come out of such darkness?  There are three main things that must be present.  Today’s Shabbat Message: Be Saved From This Crooked Generation gives three very attainable things that must happen in ordered to be saved from this life, into YAHUAH’s love.


Shabbat Message: I Have Nothing Left to Give

What do you do when you are at your end?

Who do you turn to when you are in a time of need?

Who or what is giving (or rather appears to be giving) you the nourishment to sustain you?

Where do you find the support you need?

What are you longing for?

What do you do when more is required of you, yet there is nothing in you to give?

Our lives are so demanding these days.  Everyone and everything is pulling at us, demanding our time, energy and attention.  Some of us turn to work and some of us turn to other people to sustain us.  But what should be sustaining us?  And where should our hope lie?  Is our hope in our situation?

Come and listen to the word of YAHUAH that is able to give you a bit of strength and hope, in this Shabbat Message: I Have Nothing Else Left to Give

Shabbat Message: By the Blood and Cross of HaMashiach (Christ)

We all have a past.  In that past we may have done some things that we aren’t proud of.  Things that we’d rather not remember.  The past may hold some hurts that we try are best to forget. Just when we try to move on, here the past comes again.

In past (and sometimes right now in the present) we may have lived life wandering, destitute and barren  because we were at enmity with YAHUAH the Father.  But when YAHUSHA His son died on the cross, His shed Blood brought Peace between us and YAHUAH.  Now we have forgiveness of sin and hope in our daily lives.  There is no law, no action, no price that can do what YAHUSHA’s shed Blood did for us because it is by YAHUAH’s Grace that We ARE Saved.  And because we are now saved and in right relationship with YAHUAH, we now are fellow citizens of the set-apart ones and members of the household of YAHUAH.

If you’d like a past to be wiped clean in heaven, if you’d like some peace in your life, if you’d like to be in right relationship with our heavenly Father, then I encourage you to listen to this Shabbat Message: By the Blood and the Cross of HaMashiach (Christ).

Shabbat Message: Bring A Revival



Holding on hoping for something, yet feeling like a Chain is Keeping us Bound up, never able to Receive True Freedom.

Why?  Where did we go wrong?  We’ve learned the “Truth”, right?  We’ve come to “Knowledge”, right?

Then why are we dead inside.  Where is the Life Giving Water that is supposed to refresh us?

If our righteousness is truly found in YAHUSHA, we must learn to live life in the freedom that is given through His Shed Blood, not the Torah.  The Torah is the Vehicle To Faith, however, it Doesn’t Break the Chains of Sin Off of Our Lives.  The Torah Doesn’t Give us Victory.  The life changing victories in our lives come from the Life Changing Blood of YAHUSHA Messiah.

If you are indeed thirsty for Living Water and for the Father YAHUAH to bring Revival in your life, then listen to this week’s Shabbat Message: Bring A Revival.









Who Was She? Sarah: Prayer, Trust and Fear Part 1

It is time for our next Who Was She? Introducing Sarai: Prayer, Trust and Fear Part 1.  Yashar details two of her prayers, how YAHUAH delivered her and how the enemy got her all worked up.  For months I have only thought about the warfare that she went through, but recently, as I have been in prayer, I remembered her prayers.  Ladies, though it seems like YAHUAH doesn’t hear our prayers, I believe that He truly does.  Now, let’s start with some questions:

What do you do when you find yourself in a place you never thought you’d be?

What do you do when your promise is threatened and it seems like your worst fear is about become reality?

Let’s begin!

We all know that there was a famine when Avram journeyed to Mitsrayim with Sarai and all those that were with him.  Afraid of Sarai being taken he hid her, yet the Mitsrites still found Sarai and she was taken to Pharoh’s house-to become one of his wives.

Sarai worried, was Confused and Bewildered.  Many were her thoughts, but at the same time she and Avram do the same thing.


Though apart, they both prayed at the same time.

Yashar 15:16 says “And the woman was then brought to Phar’oh’s house, and Avram grieved on account of his woman, and he prayed to YAHUAH to deliver her from the hands of Phar’oh.  And Sarai also prayed at that time and said,”

What happens next is astounding! Yashar 15:19-20

“And YAHUAH hearkened to the voice of Sarai, and YAHUAH sent an angel to deliver Sarai from the power of Phar’oh.  And the king came and sat before Sarai and behold and angel of YAHUAH was standing over them, and he appeared to Sarai and said to her,


Do not fear for YAHUAH has heard your prayer!!!!

Sarai knew her deliverance was only found in YAHUAH’s hand and that only He could save her and then she asked for mercy!  She trusted in YAHUAH, not her own self and she accounted her circumstances as an accident.  She did not blame her husband, she knew he meant her no harm.


Ladies when we pray, we must pray-no matter the situation-pray with confidence to know that our deliverance is from YAHUAH.  Like Sarai, we must also have the confidence that we have done all that He has asked us to.  We must have accepted YAHUSHA Messiah into our hearts, forgive others (actively), keep ourselves un-spotted from he world and keep our hearts guarded (and deal with our heart issues).

Over the last few months, I have wondered in my heart, whether YAHUAH heard my prayers.  Time and time again, I have seen Him answer in His own way.  I never thought I would have to go and get a diagnostic mammogram but praise YAHUAH all is well.  I also thought I might have diabetes, kidney problems and some other health issues, but my results from my yearly women’s appointment were all normal.  This is important because for years when I was pregnant I had gestational diabetes, and when I wasn’t pregnant, I was border line diabetic.  But by listening to His leading and making some changes, I am now longer on the border line for diabetes.  In addition, several of our children had some symptoms that pointed to several serious health issues which required some testing but praise YAHUAH, they are well!

I know that sometimes the test results may not be normal.  They maybe abnormal.  But I know that YAHUAH is with us and that:

Okay, some final notes, not only did Sarai see and hear the angel comforting her, she saw the angel, tormenting her oppressor.  Yashar 15:23-28 tells of the torment that Phar’oh went through all night.  Every time he tried to come near her, the angel smote him to the ground!

Through the hand of Phar’oh, YAHUAH gave Avram and Sarai, menservants, cattle, maidservants, silver and gold and also Hagar (she was the daughter from one of his concubines and he said that it would be better for her to dwell in the house with this man than to live with him).  Yashar 15:29-33, also Bereshith 12

YAHUAH heard, delivered and provided for them.   I believe He will do no different for us.  Though we may not see angels, we must believe that YAHUAH is working things out for our good.

Part 2 Coming Soon!

Shabbat Message: HE Is a Present Help

What do openness, waiting, being humble, fear, acknowledgement, reconciliation and love all have in common?

What they all have in common is our Father in Heaven YAHUAH.

YAHUAH is standing at the door of hearts waiting for us to open our hearts to him.

Sometimes we have to wait while YAHUAH is leading and teaching us.

We must come and humbly acknowledge that YAHUAH has a Son; YAHUSHA.

We must acknowledge that YAHUAH’s love is the glue that holds our lives and very existence all together.

It is by YAHUAH’s love that we can we be reconciled to have right relationship with HIM through the shed blood of His son YAHUSHA Messiah our Savior.

YAHUAH is waiting for us right now; are you ready to be right with Him?

Come and be encouraged as you listen to this week’s Shabbat Message: HE Is a Present Help.

Shabbat Message: Are you CLEANSED in Messiah or does the VEIL Remain?

Here are some questions to think about today:

  • Where is our righteousness found?
  • Is it in the laws that we discovered and burdening ourselves with?
  • Is a veil over our minds?
  • Are we trusting in the Torah with a veil of death over our minds?
  • What is stopping us from getting cleansed?  Are we stopping someone else from getting cleansed?
  • Why is it that when many people who discover the truth of the name of the Father, the name of His Son; that we then have no fruit?  Could it be because the Besorah (Good News or the Gospel) is hidden behind laws that no one can truthfully and honestly 100% keep?


  • Are we sanctified by the shed blood of Messiah?
  • Are we living in life by dying daily depending on the grace of YAHUAH the Father which is given to all through the Passion of His Son YAHUSHA Messiah?
  • Are we living in peace and rest with Abba YAHUAH, through YAHUSHA His son and our Messiah?

More than 10 years ago, we began learning about the name of the Father, the name of His Son, The Appointed Times(High Sabbaths), Tzitzit (Tassels) and all the pagan influences around us in our culture and everywhere; we in turn Lost our Passion, Freedom of Grace, and Praise and Worship.  Like most people we exchanged the knowledge of His shed Blood for the Law of Stone.  But the Father(Abba) YAHUAH had a different plan for us.  His plan is that of Forgiveness, Joy, Peace and Love in Right Relationship with Him through His plan of Redemption of Hearts and that is found in YAHUSHA Messiah our Savior.

If you desire True Change in Your Life, if you desire to Live Again, if you desire for Your Heart to Be Revived, I encourage you to listen to this Shabbat Message: Are you CLEANSED in Messiah or does the VEIL Remain?

Prelude to The Resurrection PASSOVER

Recently, many people world wide acknowledged the Resurrection of YAHUSHA Messiah, but what happened before that?  How important was His life and death?  What does it matter to us today?

Listen and watch this encouraging message: Prelude to The Resurrection PASSOVER


Shabbat Message: HalleluYah YAHUSHA Is Alive Resurrection Sunday

YAHUSHA was no common man-not at all.  His miracles pointed to YAHUAH, His words confronted sin, His touch healed many, His command rebuked the waves and the wind and His death changed the world.  After three days in the grave, He proved His words, His works and life to all as the Messiah by Resurrection.  It is through His Shed Blood and Resurrection that We Can Live again with Eternal Hope.

Come and hear the living word proclaiming that He is alive in this Shabbat Message:  HalleluYah  YAHUSHA Is Alive Resurrection Sunday.

Shabbat Message: His work after Passion, Before Resurrection

Have you ever wondered what YAHUSHA Messiah did between His Death and Resurrection?  What did He mean when He gave the parable about Abraham and the Rich man?  What really happens when we die?  Do we go straight to heaven when we die?

The Shabbat Message (given on 3/31/2018) will give us eternal hope, clarity on what happens after death and encouragement of who has been and will continue to be the ultimate authority in our lives.

His work after Passion, Before Resurrection

Women & Worship

Over the years of learning many “truths” I have felt like something has gotten put on the back shelf.  But recently I’ve taken it down and been pouring it out- Worship.

My heart is overflowing with worship.  Songs come to mind.  New songs I find.  My heart tugs toward the thing that connects me to YAHUAH – because I felt like I was disconnected from Him and on the inside I was dying. Worship got buried under the “religiously correct way of doing things and saying things, Torah or Turah of Words and Actions”

But when I worship, I know YAHUAH is there.  I know YAHUSHA Messiah is at YAHUAH’s right hand.  I know that despite that when it seems like YAHUAH is taking His sweet time working my issues out after years of prayer-that He has a purpose  and at His appointed time, that purpose will be accomplished.

We must  worship and be grateful for what YAHUAH has done for us. We must use  that thing that has been put away and pour it out to HIM, through our tears at times.

Ladies we must begin to find a way to worship.  Several songs have come to mind over the last few months:

Glory Be – Charity Gayle

Great is His Faithfulness – Charity Gayle

For Your Glory – Tasha Cobbs

Forever at Your Feet – Tasha Cobbs

Down at Your Feet

Whatever the method, the melody, the words, the timing – we must worship.  We must pour out that which is in us, the best of it.  Mirayim (Martha’s sister) gave her best and from her we must learn to break open the worship that has been put aside for someday.  This oil of worship that is so costly, other’s might say it is a waste, we might be criticized, our pasts – they might remember (the woman with no name who also anointed YAHUSHA Messiah) – but He who loved us doesn’t care about any of those things.

Like the woman at the well, we must worship in Ruach(Spirit) and Truth:

Permanent Decision or Changeable Circumstance

I’ve been wanting to tell about this particular topic for awhile…finally I am able to do so.

After the birth of our first son who had WPW w/ SVT, I said I did not want to have any more children.  However when he was about nine months old, I saw that he needed a brother.  So I prayed that YAHUAH would open my womb just one more time to give him a brother and later that same month I was pregnant.

With 4 of our 5 pregnancies I had gestational diabetes, and with our last son, it was just unmanageable (or so I thought and was taught).   We were tired of all the extra doctors appointments that go with having gestational diabetes, so we decided to get my tubes tied at the birth of our fifth son.  We did not trust YAHUAH during this time to lead us to changeable circumstances that could have helped the Gestational Diabetes and further more, we were not told about the complications of a tubal ligation.

All seemed well with me after his birth, but then I started having some problems.  I called my OB and she said it was normal because I was nursing and that all the problems would go away.  However I knew that these physical and emotional problems were not due to nursing!  I had some unusual pains in my uterus and my cycles were way different.  I had such severe pain and emotional challenges that I felt like I was on the edge all day long!  I had horrible night sweats, loss of libido,  and a lot of unusual weight gain.  I exercised 6 days a week, never losing a pound, weighing nearly 215!

During this time, I found Lily Nichols at who said that eating the recommended diet, can cause /contribute to gestational diabetes! This is the circumstance that is changeable, that I wish that I would have known about during any of our pregnancies.  Had I known about this approach I am sure my diabetes would have either been non-existent or manageable.

One day while I started researching  the internet about my pains and cycle issues, I found that tubal ligation’s can cause Post Tubal Ligation Syndrome, even early menopause !!!  What!  Early what!!! Menopause…

Here are some articles:

Through the above links and several youtube channels, I also discovered that tubal ligation’s can be reversed!!!

So we began searching to see if our insurance would cover the procedure.  Nope.  Funny how they will cover sterilization but will not provide coverage to reverse it.  Anyways without insurance, the cost was $7000.  It was a day surgery at a Medical Center near us and included a few nights stay in hotel, and several check-ups.  We went through all the preliminary stuff and set a date   November 10-11, 2014.

I had six weeks to lose slightly over 20 lbs.  I did it through juicing and a lot of exercise.  It was very hard but I arrived at my appointment weighing 193 lbs!

The surgery went well and I recovered quickly (or so I thought).  I thought by reversing the damage done that all would be well.  My cycles improved.  My emotional and physical pains went away.  Night sweats gone.  A few months later, I went to go have an HCG (where they insert blue dye to see if the tubes are clear and check for polyps).   It showed that the right Fallopian tube had a significant amount of scar tissue.

Because we were planning to move, I did not think that I could do anything about the blocked tube.  Months later, I stumbled upon and I began to read everything I could from that site.  I learned that scar tissue can be cleared with natural resources such as natural enzymes, caster oil packs, yarrow and cleanses.  I shared these things with my husband and we placed orders for these items.

I did the fertility cleanse for three months.  The liver cleanse was great and I highly recommend that all women do that at least once a year.  My cycle was completely different and I know that it worked.  The castor oil packs and fertility massages were okay.  I often feel asleep with the packs.  I also had a lot of weird looking things come out during this time (I believe it was scar tissue and dried up polyps.)

In the spring of 2016, I went to a new OB and she did some blood work.  When the tests came back, it showed that I had not been ovulating – meaning although I was having a cycle there were no eggs coming down and that my egg reserve numbers were for a woman entering menopause.  My hormone levels were in showing signs of menopause as well.

Depressed.  I cried hard.  Not ovulating.  Why?  What could be done?

I researched again and read Dr. Lee’s book about Perimenopause, and where he suggested that if a woman is having anovoulatory cycles that she take Progesterone ( from days 5-28 for three months and that should restart ovulation.

I did that.

I cleansed again. I continued taking Vitex, Maca and other herbs such as  Tribulus and Shavarti.  Though my ovaries hurt while I was supposed to be ovulating, nothing happened and over the last year and half things began to change again.

In the fall of 2016, I started noticing some changes in my body.  I brushed them off and tried to ignore them.  Emotionally I started to feel more depressed.  My cycles started shortening from 28 down to 25 and now 18-20 days.  In the Feb 2017 my monthly bloating began again and out of nowhere many pounds appeared.  Why?  How?  I was eating good-clean and exercising several times a week.  A few months later, I turned 40, I started feeling embarrassed because I could only wear 4 things in my closet, and I was barely fitting into those things.  Now I know that at 40 a women’s body begins to go through many changes and that this season of life should be looked upon much differently, but this was beginning to be too much to handle.

One night when my husband was reading the scriptures to us, he read Yahuchanan (John) 15 which talked about bearing fruit, being pruned, then bearing more fruit.

“…And every branch that bears fruit He prunes, so that it bears more fruit.”

I took that to mean that though the season of bearing fruit through physical children-is probably over, this season of pruning (going through menopause) will produce different fruit from me.  What will that fruit be?  Certainly it includes helping our three daughters as they are growing into young women.  The fruit may eventually be helping other young mothers and wives.

So, my point in sharing my journey is to encourage other women to think and research the untold realities regarding a tubal reversal but also in any area of life.  Sometimes things may seem like there is only one way but when we look into the word of YAHUAH – we can clearly see His Will – which is for us to Bear Fruit. Now if we have some challenges while we are bearing fruit then we need to look for ways to change the circumstance.  I have already said the recommended Gestational Diabetes diet could have been changed through following a low carb diet instead.  For the last three months, I have been on a Keto type diet and I have had lots of great changes.  I know that I cannot handle certain foods, but I feel great when I eat good fats, veggies and protein (more on that journey later).

Please if you are considering having a tubal ligation, please consider that one day you might change your mind or that there might be damage to your body.  If you have already had one and are thinking of getting a tubal reversal, I encourage you to cleanse and use herbs to help your body before and after.

Don’t Make a Nearly Permanent Decision for  Circumstances that are Changeable!

Shabbat Message: Courageous

What is Courage and how do we apply it our lives?  How does YAHUAH expect us to live in a world that is so against everything in His Word? He tells us to be:

To help us become Courageous, we must seek for some Encouragement.  This Shabbat’s Message Courageous, will encourage, equip and challenge every one particularly our brothers – YAHUAH’s men – to be Courageous.